Sunday, January 2, 2011

SADNESS

Assalamulaikum..



TO TAKE CARE OTHER PEOPLE'S HEART, MY HEART HURT,


BUT NOW I BREAK OR HURT OTHER PEOPLE HEART, MY HEART HURTS MORE,


I MADE SACRIFICE BUT I GAIN NOTHING, 


PEOPLE MAY BE THINK BAD OF ME BUT ALL I DO HAS A REASON BUT OTHERS DON'T UNDERSTAND, 


BUT SOMETHING THAT I KNOW FOR SURE IS I LOVE YOU :'(


BUT I ALSO DON'T KNOW IF YOU UNDERSTAND OR FEEL THE SAME WAY AS I AM :'(


i am now trying to force myself to be a hardcore learner.
current addiction : learning english!
(sbb tu lah cakap english tibe tibe)

hee. somehow i feel like a looser.
gaining back my spirit and this year should change me totally from outside to inside!
who cares if my grammar tunggang langgang kan?
i wanna change myself! 

Pathway .

Assalamulaikum.


                                                              
                                            (gambar ihsan google)


kalau diberi pilihan antara ayam dan itik, mane yang korang pilih? 
ayam : murah dan senang didapati.
itik : mahal sikit dan susah sikit nak dapat.


kalau diberi pilihan antara bunga ros dengan bunga tahik ayam, mane korang nak? 
bunga ros : variety of colours dan wangi! 
bunga tahik ayam : tak brape cantik dan tak bau ape ape.


kalau diberi pilihan, korang nak white chocolate ke dark chocolate? 
white chocolate : warnanye putih.
dark chocolate : warnanye coklat gelap.



                                                          
                                   sampai berbulu pikirkan keputusan . gambar ihsan google.





hidup penuh pilihan. keputusan di tangan dan hati masing masing. ape sahaja yang terjadi,
we should face it. kita belajar untuk hidup dan kita hidup untuk belajar.
failure is not the starting to make us more failed but it is the starting for us to be a human :)




Saturday, January 1, 2011

my heart not in the right rhythm

i am a loner and i don't wanna keep continue to be a loner.
please help me. 

i can't think wisely.

this is true and i am not telling the lie.


i can't find where is my heart. 

i can't find where is my mind.



i am not in a good situation.